LOVESICK AVENUE

I am sorry. I am so sorry. I never meant to break you heart. God, what have I done? Are you crying now? I don’t want to see you crying or in pain. I wanted to make you happy. But all I have done is to put you in agony. Oh my love! Don’t get me wrong. I only love you and only you. I only think of you. I only remember you. How badly do I wish to show you my heart! Is there anyway I can do that while my memory remains? Oh, my heart races. I love you, only. I don’t want to forget that. And I must not. Can you see that? Can you feel my heart? Im afraid my just-returned memory will leave me again before I tell you everything I have to say. I love you. And im sorry. I met you because I was forgetful. Now, Im leaving you because im forgetful. You were the best thing that ever happened to me. How thankful I am to God for having sent you as gift to me. I don’t have to remember you. You are a part of me. I smile, laugh and smell like you do. I might forget you, but nothing can drive you out of my body. Although you never told me you loved me I know deep in my heart that you love me. Forgive me for leaving you. Please for the last time I have a favour to ask. Please see my father.