LOVESICK AVENUE

Al mio amore,


there are time when one doesn't seem to realise the value of family together-ness. sometimes when i ponder on life, i am thankful that i have a family. though i have lost their love since i was rather young. around 4-5 to be exact. that's when my brother comes to the picture.


but still i must admit. i am lucky to have a family. well, a complete family without any grandparents to spice up the family life. i should be grateful that my family is still intact. everyone comes home at the end of the day. Sadly, i come home at the end of the day not for this family. i come back due to respect for my parents. if given the chance, i wont be here. i will be far away from here.


that's because at the end of the day, i have no one to look out for. no one to have those lovey dovey sms before i sleep. no one to care about, no one to think about. no one to please. no one to.... OK, you get the idea. then looking around me, its just so depressing. its like its not helping. blame me for having such a look, im only 18 when i look like a father of 2.


Sigh, how time flies. this could be my 6 or even 7 month with my ex if i had stayed on. i do wonder how she is doing. good i presume. well, at least she moved on. lets all hope for the best in her future relationship.


Lovesick Avenue