LOVESICK AVENUE

Al mio amore,

how much can one actually endure the pain of waiting? waiting for that someone to realise that we have been waiting all along. waiting for that someone to say yes, even when we our self believe that its not going to happen.


for all this, a wise man would say, time is not the factor. its patience. for if you had asked any mum, they would tell that they wont mind carrying the fetus in her womb no matter how long its gonna take as long as they know the fetus is safe. that is how the nature of motherly love is. they don't care if its going to take them months or even years, they would still endure for they knew the joy of bringing life to earth.


i too, want to bring joy to something. i feel that its necessary for me to bring joy to this world. look around, and we'll see how troubled the world is. but i cant seem to find something that i can bring joy to. in fact, I'm not a joyful person, i don't smile that much. i have too many things running in my mind all at the same time. bless me.


i had wanted to spread the joy by spreading love. but come to think of it, who would want my love?


call me if you need loving
Lovesick Avenue