LOVESICK AVENUE

Al mio amore


what will be of this holiday? im not sure. school's out and being jobless. the two things i really wish i could change. im starting to be afraid. afraid that i'll be lonely. its not those without anyone special kind of lonely that i usually rattle about. but its those kind of lonely where i have no physical contact with anyone other then my family.


its those things that sometime made me stay up late at night. sitting by the window, thinking. what could she be doing in this possible hour? if she's asleep, i really wanna see her sleep. i mean, looking at her sorts of makes my inside goes warm. the chest cavity tingles. i miss those time when it happen especially when i saw her. been a while since i saw her. how i wish i know how is she doing. i have this habbit of secretly glancing at her and telling myself how lucky and blissful to have the chance to know her. god, i wish she does read this blog. i mean, i dont usually write specifically. so i guess if she were to read this, then she also wouldnt know im talking about her.


there's so much i could talk about her. but i do not wish to reveal her identity through the clues i leave behind. im in no position to even like her. look at me, how pathetic i could be. i dont have the looks, the voice nor the qualities.she's even attached, so yeah i dont want to disrupt her life but then again some girls been telling me that im so sweet towards them. i myself didnt notice that,maybe i do it too often to even be noticed. i dunno. what i know is, im just good at it.LOL


anyway, i'll be on a hiatus
Lovesick Avenue